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Hester Street: A Poem

Hester Street: A Poem

Silver hand mirror reflecting a marbled bar of soap and a string of pearls

This poem plays with the concept of hester panim (the hidden face of God), which is related to the name Esther, who plays a central role in the upcoming holiday of Purim. It also alludes to this line in Exodus 33:20 and related lines in Exodus 34 in Ki Tisa, this week’s parashah (Torah portion): “But you cannot see My face, for a human being may not see Me and live.”

Hester Street

I long to see your face on Hester Street,
I have walked the blocks for centuries.

The bride you left has grown into a widow.
I walk unveiled, searching for my beauty

in the mirror, where your eyes linger.
Don’t hide your face on Hester Street, zeit-geist

from the Lower East Side. I sense your presence
when I don't see your name, a number

that won’t add up in the social media census.
I long to see your face on Hester Street.

I saw your true nature in disguise, you knew me
without effort. You said you don’t believe in soulmates.

You pledged your loyalty, then you destroyed my truth.
I cannot hate you.

I read out lout the words you chanted;
they draw me closer to what is lost.

God spoke to Moses, saying: When you take a census –
You were the only living boy on Hester Street.

You gave light and took it away. I was doing fine
before I met you, when I read Camus and dressed in black.

I can’t find my beauty, where do you hide it?
Are you still hoarding trash,

unable to plunge your hands into the past?
I enact moments of grace that never happened.

You wanted to touch me in the deepest crevice of my loneliness,
cleft of the rock where God’s hand hovered over Moses.

Every time you were inside me, you stroked my hair.
My face was shining.

I died when I opened my eyes.

Julia Knobloch is a trained journalist. Before joining the Union for Reform Judaism as executive assistant and project manager, she worked as a translator, educator, and a writer and producer for documentaries. She lives in Brooklyn.

Julia Knobloch

Published: 2/20/2019

Categories: Jewish Holidays, Purim, Jewish Life, Arts & Culture
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