Vashti

February 11, 2025Jamie Glaser

When you're the queen 
But not in control 
Pretty for the crowd 
But nobody knows 
How you're knocking on the inside 
To come out 
You smile like a dame 
But you really want to shout 
This is not who I am! 
I am myself 
Not a puppet, I have a name 
I'm not an accessory 
But that's how I feel 
I'm not being insubordinate 
My desires are real 
I want to be alone 
Don't want to be on display 
I can't deal with this any longer 
I cannot go on this way 
So I told him "no" 
He yelled at me over his wine 
He told me to go 
My response was, "fine!" 
You call me royal 
But I'm living in a cage 
I have news for you 
Resistance is not rage 
I'm not crazy 
I'm not a witch at all 
I'm just so tired of coming 
Every time he calls.

Originally published on the New Jewish Thinker.

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